This won’t make any sense but my heart is overflowing and these fragments need to be set free.
I really wish you would let me tell you how beautiful your soul is. And how attached I feel to it - to you - despite being 1,160 miles apart from it at any given moment. I wish you could be happy with what you have within yourself and not seek happiness in other people (other girls). I know you feel you need their love to be happy but you don’t. You are loved by many people, I can tell, but I think you would get more from life if you loved yourself more first. I know you like to give off of the facade that you are content with yourself, but I have a feeling you are not. I want you to see yourself the way I see you. The beautiful girl that you are. The sensitive girl underneath all the superficial crap. I know your capability to care deeply. I am sad that you hide it; I love you regardless. I love you for all that you are and all that you ever will be. You are so special and I want you to always know that. You will always have someone when you feel you have no one - you will have me. Always. I don’t know if that will ever be enough for you - but I will never let you go fully. I want you to always succeed and be happy and feel loved, and know that you are an important person not only to the world, but my small life in Ohio. You have affected my life and my soul itself in so many ways without even trying and I will never ever forget you because of it. I can’t wait to spend the next year as your friend, together, in Ohio, and the next however many separate years until our human bodies die as your friend apart. And for the rest of eternity in a better place. My soul cannot live without yours anymore. Please never forget me. I will always have you burned in my memory.
Love always and forever.
